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9:01pm 12-19-2011
nasser ebrahim

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google

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south africa
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7:24am 12-15-2011
Jimmy Martin

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searching on internet for help quiting crack

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Porter Tx
This is my last shot I have been smoking for over 20Years. I have lost money jobs family trust maybe my wife and have been to jail 4 times with 4 felonies. I want to stop!!!
7:36am 12-10-2011
Owen Henning

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google

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ny
Looking to get a user and pass for forum
4:28pm 12-04-2011
StephenPeruzzi

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Searching for the truth

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Ottawa Ontario
Hello, I just found my original post from 10-30-2008, i have been clean since then and on that originbal post i had 30 days clean but only 7 into the 75. I used for 8 years before that and was truly tired and ready to do the work. Todd even sent me an ebook of the 75 for free and I honestly do not think about crack every day anymore and i really need to let you guys know that this program works and I am not as involved as I should be but I M CRACK FREE!

THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE

STEVE PERUZZI
6:35pm 12-01-2011
Crystal

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being a crackhead who doesn't want to be one( I think)

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in the belly of the beast
Man, I feel like such an idiot, I just read a post I made here earlier, talking about discovering the laws of obedience etc, etc, etc. I think maybe I should just shut up already and DO the program. How f'd up is to try and deceive my ownself, let alone all the others...... I really am tired of lying to people I love, though. I feel like I'm losing my mind because I can't stop wanting to smoke crack. But the other side of my psyche really does hate not only the consequences (it is not as easy as I thought to not have money. You(I) really need to put some effort into doing this program. It will not do itself for you), but the filth, the yellow teeth, the ugly reflection, the lost self, the shame, the sore throat, the lies, the lies, the lies.
The Scriptures say that God hates a liar : Proverbs 6:16-19. Everything this passage says that God hates, I am.

How do I find the desire to not WANT this crap, not just all the ugliness attached to it. Once again, the only conclusion I can reach is that I have to make the effort everyday to come to this site, and DO what the 'Crack Conquorer' says, or I am doomed to remain what God hates, which will take me to another level of 'Hell' and my whole life will have been for the purpose of an example of 'What not to do'.
Well, thank God for Todd. I'm not really sure what he feels ( if anything ) when it becomes obvious to him that 'you ain't doing what you're s'possed to be doing', but it is really good to have this site, with a cache' of tools and lists that I do believe will definately work, If you pick up the tools and follow the lists. I could really benefit from a "Crackhead Personal Trainer". Someone who will say to me everyday: "Did you do the things on the 'Must Do List?" "Did you listen to Todd today?", "Okay, well if you really want to kick this thing, you gotta do what's on the list". "Now come on Crackhead, you can do this.... and one, and two, and.....
Everyone in my life just kinda looks the other way, even when I'm shouting out literally for help. No one( that I trust) wants the responsibility of helping to keep me cash, and car, and phone free. The only time anything is said about me being a Crackhead is when I'm full on blaze from a 'Jerry Springer' that I tried to sneak in the bathroom, but got too high and well.... ya'll probably can imagine the rest, or when I talk about it. And then it's just "I'm glad you found Todd, honey". Anyway enough of the pity party. I'm gonna start all over again from day one, and do better this time. It's funny that Todd has become the only person I tell the truth to. That's probably a lie too :) 'Don't wanna be a Crackhead no mo'.
5:28pm 11-28-2011
Wayne lequire

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Searching for things to help me.

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Naugatuck , CT.
I've struggled for 20+ yrs. Besides the last 5 months I've been involved in aa or na or both pretty consistently. I also have a wonderful girlfriend of 4 yrs who struggles with me. Any info would be appreciative. I don't want to die.....
4:35am 11-20-2011
Crystal

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just like all the rest

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Las Vegas
I just got 'smashed' in the face by the truth from Todd. It was as though he were speaking directly to me. I listened again to 'Demonstrate your beliefs', I think it's day 3.

Boom! I don't know about everyone else, but it is true that if you have money, you WILL smoke. One thing you can count on is that this dude will continue to tell you the truth, and won't 'coddle' you just because he knows who and what you are, and 'understands'.
Thank God for this site. Perhaps if one can just continue to come here and hear the truth (and do the program, which isn't easy, obviously) the truth will set us all free.
10:46pm 11-17-2011
Crystal

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Searching...Google I believe.

Where are you located?

Not Quite Outside Crack Hell
I thank God that this site is here. It feels like a refuge, and I know my refuge is in Christ, and this is certainly a place that will put you closer to Him.
I thought it would be easy to admit I "screwed up" to someone who "understands". It is no easier, but thank God for Todd anyway. I often pray, in moments of 'normalcy' as well as times of FEAR, that my life will have some sort of purpose. The scariest thing I think I'm discovering is the feeling that perhaps I have totally blown my chance at redemption, and this will probably be "It" in terms of my life. There is soooo much God has given me to share with the world that the ridiculousness of not having done it is very condemning. So I am glad that DVC Ministries is here so that I can at least be laughed at when I'm done.

I have learned that the passage of scripture that says "obedience is better than sacrifice" is telling me that If I will obey, do as I have been told, by God and Todd, I will likely be more successful at my endeavor than trying to 'control' or 'sacrifice' crack. I'm not saying DON'T try, but even if/when we fall, if we will just continue to read the material, do as it says, spend time with God, not let the consuming guilt, keep us away, but just keep being obedient, God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus has already done the rest.
It's kinda like 'follow the yellow brick road'.
When I stop praying and otherwise being obedient, that is when I screw up the 'worst'. Not gonna say I don't fall when I do pray etc. but it is when I stop that get the worst. I think if I 'just keep swimming' things will be alright.

Thank you Todd, for letting God use you. You are sooooo funny, that helps.
6:40pm 11-17-2011
Gary Smith

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Looking for help \ found this thru You Tube

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Magee Ms
Hi, Glad your here and want to say Thanks for offering the hopeless the blessing of hope ! GOD BLESS YOU GUYS
3:09pm 11-07-2011
Freedom Hudson

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found a couple of weeks ago, been coming back every since

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Las Vegas
Just want to take this opportunity to use the guestbook and say that this site is a blessing from God. Todd will answer your emails personally, and listening to his radio broadcasts often, if not everyday helps to make him seem like a personal friend who is there to talk to you about something that you feel you can talk to no one else about. And boy will he make you laugh.
11:46pm 11-06-2011
Lisa

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browsing recovery

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Ottumwa Iowa
Victory for 2 years:)
9:39am 11-06-2011
wendy

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serching for aswer

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florida
my husband is crack addit person i going true hell i dont have no more moneys or avenues to get anything i going to get hin letiun it work for crak addit dont know i feel so alone
12:33am 10-31-2011
Julie

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yahoo

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ohio
I am a crackhead! I need help ...
9:44pm 10-23-2011
Bryant Venable

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I was searching the web

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I am located in Arlington Virginia
I am a crackhead. Just this week I have smoke up my pay check. I did not pay my rent. My landord inform my wife and my wife call me and told me the rent man is looking or the rent. I have been smoking crack or about 20 years. I will be good for about a month and I am back to my oold tricks. I will do about anthing to get it. I have been stealing from my mother now for about 20 years. My wife is on the verge of leaving me. I have been married to my wife or eight years and I have done everything to her that you can imagine. Is there a herb that can help me. I need help Bryant
9:25pm 10-19-2011
Mary Thomas

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internet searching

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Searcy, AR
My brother is in a treatment program for the 9th or 10th time. He actually put himself in before he goes to court knowing this will help. He started in a treatment program in July that was bible based but they didn't have a halfway house. Now his halfway house is close to me (Mary his sister). I thought for the first time he was/is reaching out to God and will always have hope. After talking with him, the closer his court date Dec 2011 will not talk of long range plans like he had been. I don't know what to do...please help I feel so disperate.
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