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8:05pm 03-11-2011
peter

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internet

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atlanta
i would like to join tell what to do
7:49am 03-09-2011
dierre carter

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I typed in stop using crack

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seattle washington
i am slave to crack I do not want to die I have tried almost everthing to stop but I can not. please if you have the answers share them with me
4:45am 03-07-2011
Becky Thompson

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just typed in how to stop smoking crack

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Rockport,Texas
I AM A CRACKHEAD......I don't want to be a crackhead........I don't want to hurt mt family anymore...........GOD PLEAS HELP ME......
7:15am 02-21-2011
Brenda

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browsing for help

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IL
I am 55 and have been addicted to cocaine since I was 22
4:32pm 02-18-2011
Michael

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Google search

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Kansas City
I really need an answer I have come very far and pick myself back up somewhat. I have a good job again, I have a house to live in nice clothes and a car all of which were taken from me a some point however i still go through crack hell cycles looking for some help
10:53pm 02-17-2011
Gary White

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friend

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Toronto
i need help.
6:58pm 02-14-2011
Alison

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google search

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Ontario, Canada
PLEASE I desperately need help. My husband has been using crack for past year. He says he wants to stop but continually finds loopholes or ways to use. He lies and manipulates to access money, for instance said he gave me all his ATM and credit cards but hid a couple so that I didn't know he had ways to access money. Everytime he relapses he says he is learning something new. He seems totally committed to stopping one minute/day but the next time he can find a way to get away with it (or so he thinks) he is out using again. I know I can't do it for him ..... how do I help???
2:18am 02-14-2011
Monica

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Trying to find a miracle

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Tucson, AZ
I find no peace within the confines of this world of a crack users life. I have been sucked in chewed up and spit out twice over. This time I am going on a 3 year sentence with my partner which I love dearly and had to kick out. Unfortunately, my oldest son's father gave him a lifetime sentence of heartache, pain and failed suicide attempts. Counseling, medications and hospitals have yet to rid this demon of my family's life. I pray that this website will help me to stop the cycle of destruction and I proclaim restoration in my family's lives. In Jesus name I pray, Amen. Thank you.
4:05pm 02-13-2011
The Ostrich...

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My Husband.

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Up North
"The Ostrich, (Struthio camelus), is a large flightless bird . . . It is distinctive in its appearance, with a long neck and legs and the ability to run at maximum speeds of about 70 km/h (45 mph), the top land speed of any bird. . .When threatened, the Ostrich will either hide itself by lying flat against the ground, or will run away. If cornered, it can attack with a kick from its powerful legs. . . but they can easily cause death through slamming their heads into opponents." - Wikipedia

So, here I sit with my head in the sand, ignoring the crack addiction that is decimating my entire family. I am quite skilled at lowering my head, trying to make things as normal as possible and as safe as possible for our two young children. I have locked the doors, unplugged the garage opener, spun the spindle on the safe, counted the car keys, hidden the ATM cards, and wagged a finger sternly at my husband as he exited our lives yet again, last night to chase that devil’s drug (candy), snap CRACKle, pop! I told our son Daddy is working and I rocked our infant to sleep. I offered new pjs and a couch picnic with a kiddie movie to distract the troops while holding my breath and listening every few minutes for the ominous sound of my husband’s car pulling back into the driveway. I say ominous, not because my husband is bad or mean, insane or dangerous. Certainly, he’s not – when he’s sober. And, yes, certainly he is, when he’s high. But, I have adapted. Isn’t it wonderful how we non-smoking crackheads can ADAPT like the chameleon and put on a competent, believable, plausible act to assure the continuation of life as everyone else knows it?? And, I know you all know what I mean.

Well, here I am…again with my head in the sand, waiting for this episode to blow over so we can get on with what we call family-life. Much like the Ostrich, I have the ABILITY to RUN far and fast, but yet I do not run. I am strong, not some weak, mealy-mouthed mouse, I have the STRENGTH to fight, and yet I keep watch in quiet conspiracy. I stay. I say it is for my marriage, my children, my home, my beliefs, my commitments, my love, and yes, sometimes my fear, my need, my rage, my pain. Because, I know on the other end of this excursion will come home a man, who looks like my husband – I will not know what he did, where he was, who he stayed with, what he stole or sold or lost. But, after he sleeps, this man I want to hit over the head with a frying pan -, the cast iron kind, not the Teflon - will emerge the man I love, the one I promised to “obey” “until death do we part”. And, he will hold my shaking body; he will wipe away the tears of frustration, fear, hate, and hopelessness. He will whisper words of comfort that I NEED to hear; he will glance adoringly at our children and remind me what God has given us.

Well, maybe that is NOT WORKING. After 11 years, maybe I can accept and SAY it is not working. He found your program, he read the books, he listens to the MP3s, he chats, he blogs, he prays, he calls in. And, I…thought I was helping. I thought I was doing all the right stuff – as channeled to me by my husband. Well, I’m here now. And, from reading one page of DON’Ts, I can see…I didn’t quite get the memo in it’s entirety from my husband. I have it Now. I’d like advice. I am ready to say, here in this safe place, IT IS NOT OK. I AM NOT OK. MY SONS ARE NOT OK. MY HUSBAND IS A CRACKHEAD. AND I…AM A MESS, A FRAUD, A SHELL, a NON-SMOKING CRACKHEAD. I AM MAD AND I AM NOT GOING TO BE SILENT ANYMORE. The Bible shows our Lord Jesus healing as he goes…and surprise! He NAMES the demons and the afflictions that he removes. So, makes sense we must also.

Who knew it was OK to NEVER give a crackhead money (not I, my husband said he spoke with Todd and he had exceptions because he owns a business)? Who knew it was OK to NOT believe ANYTHING a crackhead says (not I, certainly the man I am to honor and respect and submit to couldn’t be doubted on a regular basis)?? Who knew he really wasn’t possessed by crack because I can’t get along with his mother, or we argued about him staying up with the baby some nights?? Who knew it WASN’T HELPING to lie to his employer or employees?? And, most of all…who know it was ALRIGHT to CONFRONT him with ALL of it, the stuff I see and hear and know, that I keep down in my gut so I don’t hurt his feelings, the words I adjust so I don’t dishonor him on a very basic level, the excuses I give him, the lies I accept out of his mouth, even as I feel their deceit slipping off his tongue?? Who knew? Well, now I know. I know a little, I know some. Help me figure out what is my role in this please?

I am printing out four copies of the Crack Don’ts.
I am putting one on my fridge.
I am giving one to his mother.
I am giving one to his brother.
I am giving one to his closest employees.

I am praying, I am speaking, I will not “go gentle into that good night” (- Dylan Thomas).
4:00pm 02-13-2011
Faith

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internet
It is so sad. Praying for all
10:53pm 02-12-2011
Theressa Franklin

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You called me after talking with my husband, Wilbert Franklin

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Spartanburg, SC
Hi Todd,
It has taken a great effort and the prompting of the Holy Spirit to send this e-mail. I am going to take the next few days and review your website. I pray that God will give me the desire to be a support system for Wilbert. My heart no longer sees him as my husband, he is just a crackhead who happens to be married to me.
4:07pm 02-12-2011
Desperate

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web search

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Louisiana
Hi everyone. I am not a crackhead. The problem is my boyfriend, who i love with all my heart and soul. I am not weak minded, and I do not make excuses for him. I met him 3 years ago when he was in work release at my job. When he was released, after six months he relapsed. He has an extreme amount of willpower. It took 3 more months, but then he was back to smokin and shootin coke. I was in denial at first when his mood swings started and he became a different person. He actually left me....because of what I tried to make him see. We got back together again 6 months later.....again....he is using. I cannot call him a true crackhead he doesn't use everyday (i don't get it....if you can go without using why pick it back up?) But when he is stressed or has something to set him off, there it goes. I believe that the problem is getting worse. I want to try and help him before he gets back to where he used to be. I have talked to him about it...DENIAL. Advice? I love him very very much. I don't enable him. I don't know what else to do. He is no longer the person that I fell in love with. Please help. I want him back. He's my missing puzzle piece
9:49pm 02-10-2011
Mark Harry

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Looking for a solution

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Thompson Manitoba Canada
worst problem of my life!!
2:54am 02-10-2011
Douglas

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just surfing the web

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Independence, Ky
I have been an addict for 15 years now I have ruined two marriages and my children won't have any thing to do with me. I am on probation for possesion of crack and i am still using. I am so tired of sweating bullets everytime i go to report, i am just sick and tired of being sick and tired I truley won't to quit the DEVIL'S CANDY
2:54am 02-10-2011
Douglas

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just surfing the web

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Independence, Ky
I have been an addict for 15 years now I have ruined two marriages and my children won't have any thing to do with me. I am on probation for possesion of crack and i am still using. I am so tired of sweating bullets everytime i go to report, i am just sick and tired of being sick and tired I truley won't to quit the DEVIL'S CANDY
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